the first pizza i ate..

Hey to my fellow frenz and hello to my readers. Today will my third day and also the last day in rome and after that im heading to the next destination which is still unknown to me but anyhow im juz gonna roughly by-pass wat i’ve done for the past two days. The 1st day itself wasn’t a pleasant day though but i still consider i enjoyed the rest of the day. After touched down at the aiport in italy namely ‘dotdot davinci’ airport(not too sure wat the name is), i was extremely tired and exhausted due to the time difference between italy and malaysia. The time in italy was 5 in the morning. I was kinda wondering why do we have to take 10 hrs flight since our technology has kept on improving everyday. Wat the heck?! I curse the long hour flight. Well, after collecting all our luggages, we checked out and proceed to the main entrance. Juz right after we came out from the custom, an old man walked towards us and asked “deu u ned shuttle bos?’. OMGosh, we juz came out from the airport!! WHY cant u juz leave us alone??! Owh well, finally he succesfully conned us. At the airport, he said “ five pearson eightee five euro”. Upon reaching the hotel which is our destination, he said “hundred and twenty euro”. Why? “the luggage nid a seat too’’. AND the funniest thing was the luggages seating is more expensive than we humans. We got two luggages only. Anyway we paid him 100 euros and ask him to ‘shoo’.

So we checked ourselves in and the journey begins...

After unpacking, we left the hotel and decided to walk around the city. The 1st place we decided to visit was the sistine chapel and the st. Peter church. The place require us to take metro train in order to get there. When we reached der..guess wat happened?!!! The ticketing machine was all italian words and we couldn’t understand at all how to buy. The worst thing wasn’t this but when we approached to to the counter and ask for tix. My dad asked ‘how can we buy tix to get to this place??’ ‘#@$@$@#$’ haha.. dey cant speak inglish!!! Wat on earth that european country can’t even speak english. ==.. so we decided to find out ourselves. God bless us and we finally found out how to use the machine. I guess we are not spending wat we actually needed for the tix. Hahaha. On the way walking from the railway to the sistine chapel, i ate my 1st pizza in italy and dat was awesome!! I love the crunchy base of the pizzas and the pizza was gigantic. Haha. i was bloated. Sumhow we spent almost the whole day in the sistine chapel and st. Peter church. The sculptures and statues are magnificent. Der were too much of dem. But things get alil boring when too much of alike statues although der are different sstory for each one of dem. Haha. i guess dats the end of day one but probably der are more interesting occasion but i juz couldn’t tells it all here. Maybe u would wanna ask me personally.

Day two which mean yesterday has nothing much to talk about. We visited the colloseo and places around. Not too sure wat’s the other places call but i guess is juz greeks buildings, statues, etc. Although i have not try out the beer here now but i m sure im gonna like it if i were to try. I juz love dat taste. We have tried out a white wine which is quite gud in taste and dat cost 18 euros!! Alright i think dats all for today. Cheers and gudnite. I was thinking of her every secs and every mins in rome here. Is she? Maybe a lil? maybe not..

Okla...cao cao.

written on the 5th dec

i'm serious.

it's been real tension and hectic for the past 2 days. well, finally i will be off for italy dis thursday night. maybe dis shud be d time for me to look back and think wat i've done dis years and relax my mind. besides, this trip could also be an indicator to test that whether 'we' have the possibility being together. although im gonna miss her much but one sided love will nvr work things out. i have been hearing lots of stories abt her from frenz and i think it shouldn't affect my decisions. i know i wont give up now but if things aren't getting right next year and maybe she gets annoyed..i shall let her be wat she was to be. i have no idea wat she is thinking right now but as i always say let it flow naturally. it will hurt if the final result is not wat i wish but at least i could tell myself i have tried my best.

hmm...i think dats all for 2day! be happy! thx to hanhan's quote. :)

too bored.

1. This survey gets a little personal, can you handle?
ofcoz..

2. If u married the last person you texted, what would ur last name be?
my last name la.==

3. Were you happy when you woke up today?
okok la..

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who?
with my primary skul's fren, mingyi

5. What is the last thing someone bought you?
dunno..lol

6. What’s something that can always make you feel better?
i guess music..

7. What are you excited for?
not much in my life.

8. What were you doing yesterday?
eat sleep on9 went for a gathering.

9. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you?
forgot.

10. What's the last thing you put in your mouth?
my finger.

11. Have a best friend?
yes..

12. Are you scared to fall in love?
absolutely.im afraid.

13. Do you think teenagers can be in love?
let it flow naturally.

14. Last person you wanted to punch in the face?
der is but name shall remains unclear.

15. What time is it right this second?
10.19 a.m

16. What do you want right now?
cut my hair

17. Who was the last person you took a picture with?
my primary skul's frenz

18. Do you consider yourself as a loyal person?
im if im deep in love.

19. When was the last time you cried?
forgot la..breaking up time gua.

20. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
so so la.

21. Do you find it hard to trust others?
yes..

22. How fast does your mind change
im versatile.

23. I bet you miss somebody right now.
yes!

24. Can you honestly say you're okay right now?
im not actually.

25. Why do you think so many people cheat?
to cover sumtg.?

26. Tell me what's on your mind.
a girl.

27. What are you looking forward to in the next 3 months?
italy. christmas.

28. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing?
eww..no!

29. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend?
many weeks ago.

30. When is your next road trip?
??

31. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to?
yes..but sumtimes she will get annoyed.haha.

32. How's your heart?
aawesome!

33. Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
sometimes

34. Do you think somebody's in love with you?
i dunno wor.

35. What are you planning on doing after this?
go sunway and cut my hair.

36. When will your next kiss take place?
haha..how wud i know.

37. Have you told anybody you loved them today?
no

38. Who do you not get along with?
??

39. What does your 3rd recent text say?
come on9

40. What are you wearing right now?
t shirt and shortpants

41. Are you wasting your time on the person you like?
i dun think so. when u like a person dats not wasting time.

42. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese?
dunno

43. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now?
*frens
boy, robert; girl, mary

44. How did you feel when you woke up?
sleepy???

45. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now?
yes..but obviously she wont. she doesn't have my number.

46. Do you crack your knuckles?
sumtimes.

47. What were you doing yesterday at midnight?
on9ing.

48. What are your LEGAL initials?
??

49. Who's the first B in your contacts?
account Balance..lol

50. When was the last time you laughed really hard?
ystd night with primary skul's frenz.

51. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after him/her?
i wont if he or she is not willing to. i will sit and wait and pray hard dat one day she/he will kno im true fren of his or her.

52. Last awkward moment?
Dunno..

53. Are you afraid of the dark?
No.. but sumtimes when it gets freaky.

54. Do you have good vision?
yes. always.

55. Have you ever tripped someone?
yes.

56. Have you ever slapped someone?
yes. im sorry.

57. Are you Irish??
No..

58. Do you use chopstick?
Yes.

59. Do you have any scars?
yes. not obvios.

60. Is there someone you will never forgive?
No.. gua.

61. Do you laugh off embarrassing moments?
Yes.. im always doing dat. ==

62. Name the last person to text you?
ming yi.

63. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you?
yes. if im in love wif her.but very rare also la.

64. Can you go in public looking like you do?
??

65. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
everywhere?

66. Is it easy for someone to make you smile?
i laugh not smile.

67. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day?
pray hard dat the bride will be der.haha.

68. Do you fall for people easily?
no..

69. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days?
yes.

70. Do you miss the way things used to be?
no.

71. How often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
==i dunno.

72. Song you're thinking of right now?
snow.rhcp.

73. Want someone back in your life?
no.

74. Will tomorrow be better than today?
hopefully.

75. What’s the color of you’re shirt you are wearing?
white.

76. Has anyone ever sung or played music for you personally?
no.

77. Does it bother you when someone lies to you?
yes!!! i hate liars and braggers.

78. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status?
yes. i think every1 do cuz im still single.

79. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced?
wif frenz im happy, when i alone.im sad.haha.

80. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you?
Yes but no. i dunno.im juz too afraid. nvm la..neither u nor me can understand.

At elson's hse now.

So yesterday was actually a not so great day but it was okay after all. as usual i will be late for classes every morning but sumtg more shocking happened. elson and fu min weren't in the class when i reached after the chaos happened 2 days ago. for wat it has happened, it shall remain unclear to protect the privacy of one. well, after chemistry, i actually went to elson's hse and had a gud nap. :) lol.Ltr on after lunch, we went to cc and intended to go back lan classes at 2. we actually had a test during the class. sumhow i screwed up the test but it was sad to say i copy my frenz one.haha. yesterday class was rather interesting as the teacher din do much teaching but allowing us to study for the test. i guess if u knoe pm11 well, u would know wat to expect wat we were doing.

after dat, we aka the whole class went to sunway and had dinner at shogun. although it was kinda expensive but the fun of eating together as a class for the 1st time was rather awesome and nice! ms khoo has actually spent 1.2 k to pay for us 1st. she is such a nice teacher and i'm not sure if i will forget her but im sure im gonna miss her after A2 finals. after the dinner, we went for a 'photograph' session but kononnya acting like sum mad posing.haha. As the night still flowing and it was still young, a few of us went for a movie. we watched 'christmas carol' unexpectedly bcuz it was expected to be ninja assassin. anyway interesting movie i see but juz not my type.

around 12 after the movie, bobo sent us back and i decided to stay in elson's hse.:) aww..such a nice guy. we played 'cho dai dee' for awhile and chit chatting. alright..i think dats all for now. wil be back soon. all d best. and sorry to all my high skul's frenz for not attending the bbq. (especially chin, david, thenesh, kok soon, wwk, kar heng, karl, etc)

bye!

==

2day was d 1st day of class after AS finals and also the genting trip. things haven't been changed since last time. the daily classes end at 2 and it was continued with the boring malaysian studies class. it has been a lazy today as most of us has not really enjoy the 'after-exam' atmosphere. Practically we are forced to go back for classes.

i actually realized dat i have half a year more to spend with my current classmates. when i think abt it, my mind has always saddened me and make me so depressed. i have running out of ideas convincing myself dat we gonna meet again after dat. dilemma and confusion has crossed through my brain simultaneosly. i wonder why do we have to go through all dis in my life and it does not happend only for once but everytime. And 2day fu min asked me dat whether i will cry during the last day and i answered no without hesitation but in my heart i was actually feeling the bitterness and the pricking roses pains. i wasn't sure if im emo now but may god bless me.

comeback!

lol..haven't been posting since the last one but im sure i will keep updating for the rest of the days BCUZ my AS exam has finally comes to an end. nevertheless, my class has already organized a trip to genting right after chemistry test over. And today was the day when i came back from the trip and overall it was 'ok'.

Back to the AS finals...for me it was rather harder comparing the previous past years papers. i kinda screwed up 2 papers which is thinking skills paper 2 and physics paper 1 whereas the rest of the papers, i shall comment as average. it's been a hard time for me doing this exam as sum unexpected problems which has always pop up in my peaceful life. i juz wished i could spare the bitterness and painfulness. i wished i wasn't involved in all of this!

well, let's talk abit about the genting trip. there were joy and sad moment in this trip. twevle of us wnt for tis trip. they were hanhan and ailie who was the fun maker for the whole trip, claire and chen hui who always assist the plan which we have made, fu min who always bath(LOL), fong har who has not much of expression and conversations, vnnesh and april the couple, zi cheng the one dat always has his own alternative ways, bobo and jin yuan the gay partner(lol..no offence ya) and ofcoz me the one dat has no contribution the trip. ps ps.

as it was mentioned earlier, the trip has sad and joyful moment. lemme clear out the sad moments 1st. At first during the 1st day i got my eyes infected and fu min had bad headache which cause us unable to join the gang after 10 lidat. during 2nd day, one of our joy maker ailie got bad headache too after the tea cups spin at the outdoor theme park. the third day, fong har unexpectedly got sick too but she was lucky enuf cuz we were already heading back to kl. secondly, the weather in genting were so bad until the outdoor themepark has to be closed down for safety. however, we managed to get sum rides and dat was awesome though. owh yeah..i missed out vjune who joined us at the 1st night. she was noisy at times but the noise has been a joy for us. i appreciate dat vey much. and sorry cuz i din said gudbye to you as i was actually quite sick at tat time.

the most joyful moment for dis trip.. i shall say is during the outdoor themepark activities. i've been enjoying much though. actually the rides wasn't dat scary but to cheer up the atmosphere, i actually yelling for nothing.haha. the best outdoor game for me will be the bumper boating. i find it very interesting controlling the tiny boat. besides there were sum funny yet intersting experience at night. At night when the breeze and coldness struck yr ass, u can never close yr eyes and sleep comfortably. the coldness was like coming up from the toe nail and go through yr organs. it was rather sufferring to sleep den to stay up awake. fortunately, hanhan the smartass suggested an idea which is soaked yr legs in a hot bath. aww...ddat was so nice and warm. at 1st..hanhan den me and claire joined us at 4 in the morning. interesting huh? i guess u will enjoy it if u were me. the only regret in this trip as for me was we din visit the snow world. i was expecting dat but majority said we r not going so i shall accept the people's decision.

overall. i rate this trip 4 out of 5 stars. the one stars i blame the weather and the virus that struck a few of us. photos will be uploaded by my frenz cuz im too lazy to do it here so plz wait. if i have links to the photos. i will post it asap. anw gud nite for now!:)

random post by random ppl

haish!...supposingly i have no mood to post this today but i was kinda stressed up and bored so yeah i have decided to write sumtg here today. well..i have no idea wat had really happened to me dis few days and even if i kno i wudn't have realized it but i'm juz feeling very helpless. sumtg is bothering me very much dat eventually lead me to depression. i really hope dat i wont be having sum symptoms of schizoid which one of my frenz claim dat she is having it by juz checking d internet. i think i shall give myself a break. a break which can last until AS finals end. i have nothing to hope for now..i juz wish i can do well in AS finals. tonite, this hr, this min, this second i will promise myself that i will not think abt other stuff other than my AS finals until the exams end. My full concentration will be placed on my exams now!

Nothing is predestined, the obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings.

this quote is dedicated to one of my friends who is seriously in trouble. His or her name shall remain unclear and let's hope that my friend will get better soon. XD.

Btw gud luck for all my Alevels buddy and those hu will be taking Alevels finals dis week. All the best. May all yr hardwork paid off. Rmbr to belanjer me for every As u get k!? LOl.....

lo mai gai

^^hello! i'm back for blogging again. My life has been pretty far from good so i guess not much of cool things to tell but i shall reveal some of the interesting occasions for the last few weeks. First of all, not to deviate too much from the now, yesterday i went to the laundry bar at the curve with my high skul's frens. We ordered 3 buckets of heineken and well i managed to drink one only bcuz my stomach was having sum minor problem with me.LOL. There were sum lousy bands playing sum music which is quite annoying to me. after dat around 12, we decided to get sum food at ming tien. calvin and me followed karheng's car which is the sober gang whereas thenesh and david's followed david's fren, logan( if i've not mistaken)'s car. so yeah lar..-we planned to meet at ming tien and half way calvin went wif the frenz so left me and kar heng heading to ming tien. So obviously me and kar heng reached 1st and thenesh and frenz came later. Unexpectedly, when dey arrived, dey have already drunk like nobody business and yelling like some road drinker. unconsciously, dey started telling their high skuls experience and sum craps regarding me.haha. and dey started pouring in their beer into my watermelon juice. :(. Well..me and kar heng was laughing like shit at dem. after d whole night of hectic chit chatting...we finally set off and went home at around 3. d night was pretty fun and nice but the worst thing was my stomach is quite painful the next morning. i have no idea why. probably not used to the drinking way which i used to be last year.

alright! the trial exam has finally ended last week and i think i did quite well in certain subject. hopefully i will improve gradually for the next coming AS final exam in one month time. during the trials, i was actually staying up late until the next morning at elson's hse which both of us study like mad. anyway..hardwork actually get paid. i managed to do sum of the questions which i think if i have not study i wouldn't have knew how to answer. so yeah thanks alot to elson who willing to lemme stay over at his hse and complete the studies. i owe u one. during this hols, my class pm11 was scheduled to go back to college to attend chemistry classes by mr. lucas who has been helping us alot in chemistry. at the same time, our chemistry trials results was revealed to us and i managed to get a low C but i think i cud do better den that.(hopefully).haha.

Owh...yeah..recently i have been playing the facebook apps games, mafia wars. i actually got addicted to it. the game was first introduced to me by elson which last time i din bother to sign in and try out. LOL...

anyway..gtg! gotto brush up my chemistry now. ciao! will be updating soon. cheers! btw the title is sum random shit...had no idea wat to write over der..

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sup...my fellow frenz! it's been quite a while since the last time i updated. well..it wasn't my wish to stop blogging for awhile..but seriosly i have tonnes of work and studies to do. You will nvr noe how much of pressure and stress in Alevels if u r not in it. strictly speaking...i have no idea what my results will be in d coming final exam which will eventually cost my damn future. Zzz...

Anw i'm currently sitting for my trial exam now and at dis time i'm supposed to be studying and preparing for my coming papers instead of blogging. however a break would be essential if a person have study for d last few hours and din even sleep for whole night. So, i will take dis as my break time.

ahaa..back to MJ..few weeks ago..i spotted a website selling MJ's ultimate collection via internet. The collection included most of the important concert where MJ had performed. Although the price will be kinda costy but im GONNA get it anw. XD!

!!!OWH!!! i got to go! trials exam coming up in couple of hrs. wish me if u will!XD! will keep updating once i have time!

MJ is alive!

Hahaha..i think i caught much of yr attention huh?LOL... Wow..FINALLY. i managed to slip in some of my time to blog after so lonnng. well..it wasn't so encouraging after like one month i did not blog bcuz the feeling was like damn lazy but anyway today i have d so called 'mood' to blog. so i think i shud have sumtg to gossip about..maybe not. XD. well..time has passed really fast. MJ has passed away for almost one month.to be precise it will be four more days to go. anyhow i din noe much abt MJ before he died, the saddest thing is i started to fall for his song recently. before that, i did not even listen to his songs nor care abt his lifestyle. the only thing i know was he dingdong with kids. But i was wrong! so wrong! He is the greatest singer of all time and i was amazed by his signature moonwalk and robot dance. it was fking awesome. i have to say he is the greatest legend on earth. lately, i've been collecting album's of MJ and hopefully i will collect every one of his album.. OMG....my grandpa has the original master recording piece of MJ's HIStory and thriller's albums but my mum doesn't allow me to take bcuz she said we dun have the player to play the gold disc. haish! however it doesn't matter lar...im gonna get it one day. my main aim for now is to get all the album's of MJ and the video concerts that made available in the market. It was awesome to see him perform. In 1996, MJ..came to malaysia when i was 5 years old and dat time i dun even know who the heck is MJ. unfortunately it is all too late..he died and he dun even has d chance to perform for his This is it tour. :( . guess what...i have been practising moonwalking recently which i got frustrated doing it bcuz it will never work. i do not know which part went wrong but wateva lar..not much of my concern.



The passing of the king of pop.

hm..so i guess those manutd fans has gone crazy on last saturday and yesterday huh? XD. i actually went to the match which i had expected i won't make it bcz my dad said it was fully booked but luck was on my side. my dad's fren was too busy for the match and he passed on the ticket to my dad and yeah the match was really damn 'cun' in the sense. althought i was at the seats where it was quite far up from the field but well i cud still see the mantud players clearly. that was the first time in my life which i saw the world most famous club's play. i was like WOW..i cudn't believe i was actually watching them play and till now i still can't believe.LOL... the stadium was filled with sum 85 ooo of fans and i supposed most of them were on the manutd side. cudn't care much though the malaysian players.haha. however...the malaysian squad did put up sum challenge on them. so overall it was still a fantastic match. owh yeah michael owen made his comeback in the match where he for his 1st goal for manutd in his 1st match..and the fans seem to love the way he played..

Owen on the move!

oh way..people's character has changed now. dey wud do anything juz to get what dey want. If you are not in their favour..dey wont even bother to call and say hi to you..it was real sad thing in life but what can we do? Nothing! anw dun get carried away by dat. it was kinda emo but haha i cudn't care much abt it. not in my control though..

ohhh..gotto keep going. have to study right now. till next time!.. cao! XD

D and F..

wat else? the title concluded my semester 1 exam results! i can't believe dis is d outcome wat i did for d last three months. Determination and hard work staying back till late night juz to study those crap. i started to wonder am i suitable for dis programme? am i really not coping to this new environment? im not gonna give myself another chance this time. My results was out of my expectations and i think my style of studying last minute wasn't working quite well in Alevels.

back to the form 5 memories.. during one of the semester test as usual, i flunk every one of my science subject. i did not understand why i obtained such an 'impressive'' results. Next i begin to think where did it went wrong. i mean which way of method of studying went wrong. in addition my dad scolded me for doing badly in the exam. and proabably the excuse i gave him is i din do my best which i really din't. finally, right after the hols of mid year ended, i went back to skul as usual. wat was difference was dis time i paid more attention to my studies. i reduce my indulgement in outing with friends. like wat thenesh owez said..''study lar..no more frenz addy''. i had no choice but to do dat. im ruining my future if i din do well in spm. Well..my study plan started off well. most of days i will be staying back in d skuls to study and revise those that i missed during the 1st half year and even f4 syllabus. well..i stick to d study schedule until the end of spm. anyway my results din came out as i wish but i was pretty satisfy with it. ofcourse the 1st thought after getting dat results wasn't going so well but after one or 2 days..i was feeling quite contented because the As that i got is all the science subjects. besides im pretty sure im interested in doing science related subjects in the future. the conclusion was i will nvr do last minute study again.

Again..im doing the same old thing here in Alevels which is last minute studying. i felt helpless in the exam hall when the exam was held. i personally think that the questions were easy but i juz couldn't answer it. i have the theory, i have the formulae, i have the way to solve it but i juz couldn't. dis is where the questions come in. why? why do u noe how to do it but u cant answer it? and the reason is i din do enough of exercise! dat indirectly causes me to panic in the exam. i din try to attemp the questions b4 dat and i din noe how to tackle it. yeah.failure.

there's a few time i asked myself when will i start to concentrate? my answer will owez be tomorrow. LOL..yes. that's wat a so called typical teenager will say when he or she is throwned with such a question. haha. neville, rite? :) once a friend ask me what u gonna do in the future? what r u gonna study? my answer to it is either medicine or pharmacy! LOL.. den he/she broke out laughing at me saying that i don't look that 'holy'.ahaha. it din actually bother me much for wat or he/she said. i don't care. im juz gonna go my own way and do it!

For the past following days, i have been in the library from the sun rises till evening(lol...i noe the sun hasn't go dawning at this time). anyway it has been a plentiful day during the time in d library. i can't do anytime but study in the library. so yeah.i concentrate well here and although occasionally my mind might have gone sumwhere but wheee it din occur quite often.

now the only problem is how am i gonna tell my parents. will they get disappointed with my results? hmm..problem problem! haha. anyway the results will be sent to dem in a few days time via post. i think war is starting soon which i predictably can't win much this time. anyway life juz keep going. i will not stop juz because of this particular exam. i'm going for the best now!

and sorry to kok soon and thenesh.LOL. i cudn't go for the mamak ystd wasn't bcuz i was watching tv. it was bcuz i have promised my mum to fetch my bro from skul and i was talking in front of her. i can't simply tell her i'm not gonna fetch my bro and i go to mamak now. sorry.

kla..dats all for dis. till next time. XD.c ya.

proabably i have no mood for mcdonalds now...:(

EFIL

Life! wats life?

was it sumtg that give us challenges? sumtg that cherish us? sumtg that light up the day?

or was it sumtg that torture us? sumtg that make us collapse? sumtg that keep us busy?

is life that hard and difficult?

not too hard for me to accept realistic facts.

but why is life so cruel?

giving me hope. giving me joy?

but u took it away within split seconds.

the pain wasn't juz mentally or physically.

it was intensing pricking pain in my soul.

cant be explained. cant be feel by any1 but ME.

wud life be any better without sum parts of life?

wud it be any better if i was born retarded?

ders still greater challenges 2mrw.

i shall remain calm and work things out.

no use crying for the past and the impossible.

im not gonna lose hope here.not gonna give up. not gonna surrender.

im feeling very tired. i nid a pillow to lay off. 

probably bcuz i woke up too early 2day.XD.

From introvert to schizoid..

probably u will be wondering why i have such thought regarding the title. well lemme define it now. introvert will mean a person who is unable to socialize, mix with others or will react shyly in front of the crowd. on the other hand, schizoid is the next stage of introvert or i shud say the more serious case of introvert that might lead to the neccessary of receiving a treatment. 

On one particular night, i was chatting with one of my frenz who have always been real quiet and unsociable. she told me that she was an introvert and after knowing the word schizoid and now she claim that she has schizoid. she said she PERFRECTLY fit to the symptons of one having schizoid according to wikipedia. i personally think that she is juz getting herself into trouble or maybe she is too stressful in her life with some reasons which shoudn't be told here. she even think that she needed a counsellor or perhaps a therapist. anyway i really hope she is fine. :) 

Besides i was really glad dat u got yr 2 best frenz dis year which u previously cudn't find one. btw gud luck in yr on coming SPM. All d best. and pls DON'T misunderstood be that i was trying to recommend myself that u claim that it was a joke. i din! hahahahahahahhahahahaa........................

GUDluck! ^^

the day right after biology test.

ahhh..wat a relieved after the bio exam ended 2day. the last minute exam supposedly elson was gonna yell '' summer..summer..summer''(hsm2). well..he din do it anyway. Probably bcuz the invigilator call him to shut up.LOL.. try during AS..elson. haha. 

owh yeah.i actually drove to the college 2day on my own. evrything was juz fine 2day. nothing 'bad' happen.haha. but WOW..1 dude and 7 duttes were in my car on the way to sunway. it was fun fetching frenz der as it wud be more encouraging. at least not alone like it was in d morning. OMG...June! u actually freaked me out at d round-about when u complained abt d aircond.haha. But 'thanks' for all d complains. i guess i learned to drive better after all d complains. LOL. cheers!

in sunway, me, rowan, bobo. yuen and claire decided to watch angels and demons. the movie was quite nice. a few scene was unpredictable and overall it was interesting. 

after that, at ard 4, i decided to go back as i was f'''ing tiring. anw upon reaching home, suddenly sumtg came across my mind..i went to the basketball court to look whether the high skul's frenz was der or not. well...they were not der. dey went to chin's hse. so yeah..eeventually i joined dem at chin's hse. sorry chin for self-invited. emm..we played foosball, ping pong and badminton over der but we din get to play badminton for long. the rains came and with terrible wind condition, we din manged to play for at least one hr. hmm..

life come and go..

well..im currently in taylors library now. not to mention wat i supposed to do in d library but i managed to squeeze in sum time for dis post. Dis probably will be my last one b4 d semester test. for d past few weeks, i have been drilling on my textbooks and doing exam-related questions. anyway time was really precious for me and i find it real insufficient as i get to study for one chapter a day although i stayed late until 8 evryday. if life wud have been easier for me, it might take me think twice on taking dis recognized difficult course but i think dis will give me a better foundation in my future careeer choices.

on d other hand, attending college is so much fun and learning is juz part of it. making so many friends in college is juz as fun. the most interesting time during college hrs is when come to break time. Our typical pm11 class trend is d 1st 15 mins is for lunch and d next 45 will be in d AC's pool place or either FTZ's cybercafe. it was kinda fun playing pool everyday although i find it boring recently, probably bucz i keep losing to Rowan. But well i managed to beat him 2day. strictly speaking i have beaten him 8 time in total but he has beaten me more than 20 times i think. so yeah it was a huge difference of level in term of pool between both of us. haha.

hmm..yeah..AC's food has driven me crazy in d sense as i will owez order d same food from d same stall all d time. IT will be d maggie goreng! sumtimes 'gai fan'. yeah, i think d choice of food that i have eaten since the college starte can be counted by fingers. LOL.

haha.. if i were to tell dis here..i think most of my friends that know me wud be laughing like mad now.hahaha.. my friend jasvinder has told me about a Japanese class. and the worst thing is im actaully interested and i think im gonna join him and Elson after approaching my parents. haha! well..my high skul's friend probably will be thinking ''u shud have taken it when u were born cuz u r a japs''haha.

with dis opportunity i will like to send my regards to all my high skuls friends, ns buddies, and primary skuls friends! All d best.. sorry kiran i cud not join u all 2day for bball as i was still in d college. remember to ajak next time ah.

okla...time to go. dats all for now. bye!:)

mcdonald still d best choice in my life...!

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Hey ppl and my fellow frenz. It's been quite a while i din blog for sum reasons. As what u will be expecting is i have been very busy with my homework and studies. in addition, semester exam coming in 2 weeks time and i really have a tough time catching up things. and im assuming things will get better soon.XD

yeah. later after dis post, im gonna watch the manutd-barca match and probably gonna be darn tired the next morning. the worst thing is my class will be from 8 to 3 for 2mrw. I actually i woke up at one juz now to catch dis historic final as manutd might be the 1st team to defend the champions league in two consecutive year. however, the match only will start at 2 45. I was like wth! what am i gonna do for the next 2 hrs?! the astro time schedule was really misleading and inaccurate. Come on! people got up early to watch d match and u spend 2hrs talking rubbish! imagine how tiring will it be for 2mrw classes.:(

ystd maths test was terrrible anw. well..i actually kinda surprised dat i wud be getting a B for dat but hard work paid off. i spent few days doing those addmaths-like questions and it was rather almost the same as our addmths during spm. If u r thinking of doing Alevels..yeah it will be so much easier if u took spm addmths. on the other hand, 2mrw has another test again and it will be the physics test which i hate most. normally i will be spending the whole day studying same chapter and yet i cant understand a single piece of shyt. Sad lar!

besides i have not been joining my high skul's fren for quite awhile and hopefully we will gather soon during d semester break! 

hey! the match is starting soon. Gtg..will be back soon!bye! and gudnite!!!Geeee....

i do love fillet o fish sumtimes:)

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Aish..another week of struggling with new topics in Alevels in again coming up 2mrw and homework is yet to finish too. Well, the very semester exam is coming in about three weeks time. i think is time to study again. it always remind me how hard i study in spm and how awful results i got in spm. :( basically i cant understand what my chemistry teacher talking about in d class but fortunately i have some gud classmates that have always show up in time to help me. Anyway dey are way smarter den me. i think dis is the only reason that cud explain a A student and a U student in d same class. and so we have dis tutor-tutee in d college, but this programme is yet to start. so yeah obviously im gonna me the tutee. sad lar.! so i have 

Dis week again i din join d college mates for ice skating in sunway bcuz my granduncle has admitted to a hospital. He had a terrible fall from a few feets height of building. He broken his leg and his leg is kept in d ice after surgery. And it was ssad to say that he is quite old now and probably in his early sixty now. 

As i have told earlier i have passed my driving license but my mum still do not allow me to drive the car. she always telling me  dat im not skillfula n u get yr damn license only u come and tell me dat u wanna drive. wth! but gud thing is my dad is the other way round. he owez wanted me to drive and he is d one 'force' me to get my license in d sense. my 1st thought of getting a license is to get a motorbike license. Anyway it has already turned down by my parents. so yeah pratically im not get my B full license in my young age. probably after i have graduated lar. 

ahey. Rowan! we gonna continue our 7-14 epic k? i wont slip again..u better hold on to yr stick tight! hahaha. damn sad wei!...

''wud you like to have spicy chicken mcdeluxe dis week?.''

nightmare.

YEASH..i finally passed my drving test. the night before dis driving test i was having a whole sleepless night thinking wat am i gonna do if i fail..how much do i have to pay if i fail..how long do nid to wait for another JPJ test.. and lots of doubt in my head too. BUT is all over now. i left the driving academy circuit without looking back. when i passed my jalanraya..i knew everything will gonna be juz fine and it came out really FIne. :P.. however i nearly fail bukit bcuz of the dumb clutch dat was abit cacat. i actually nid to let go alil more clutch in order to move forward.and sadly it din move when i let go the hand break and so i try to accelerate more but only d noise of the car increased. and i dunno how and why d car slowly move by itself. thank god. probably god was doing d work. :) immediately after the test, i called d instructor told him i passed d test. i fooled him that i fail bukit and he seems to be shocked for awhile.haha. and my JPJ tester were kinda rush in time i think.haha. this is part of my conversation btw me and him during d jalanraya.

tester: How-let-tee..speed sikit. 

me: okay. 

come to a round about.

tester: keluar..keluar.tunggu ape lagi.

me: ya.tuan.

following a fugging slow lorry.

tester: tahu potong tak?

me: huh?

tester: takpe.

me: (wth)

come to a white line in front

tester: jalan saje.

me: okay. tuan.

yeah.i really think he was rushing for his lunch but hu cares as long as he gave me a mark more den 16 den i think i can speed faster den this morning.:)

and i met a new fren too during d QTI test and i saw him today too.

i love doughnuts>.do you?

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hey! i cant believe im here for d 2nd post. well..tomorrow will be my long waited JPJ test. i supposed im kinda nervous espeacially d 'bukit' part. on d other hand, yeah! 2mrw no college. But im gonna miss many lessons lar. Semester test is around the corner already but im still stuck at d 1st chapter of every subject. It is sad to say dat but dats the truth. 

ystd after driving lesson, i actually asked d instructor to drop me off at ioi. as usual when i visit ioi, i will be looking for thenesh and neville. after dat...i went for a movie, Xmen origins. the show was nice but i think the previous one was better bcuz i think i prefer Cyclops den wolverine. actually i dun really can rmbr d whole show after watching it 5 mins ago but i dunno how thenesh and neville can rmbr every scene of it and all d names. anyway it was weird watching alone with 2 couples sitting at the left and right of me. one of the couple was actually cuddling while watching d movie. :) haha.. 

after the movie..me and dyl supposed to have our lunch at KFc but it was too crowded and packed so we decided to dapao and eat at his counter. and der neville was looking at both of us eating. so after eating and all, dyl told me sumtg really sad. but hu cares la..from dis minute on..i wont give a hell damn. i swer! 

do u love doughnuts?^^

Decision.

so yeah. i have started blogging for no reason. i have no idea why im doing dis but i will try to keep my blog alive as long as possible.:) so dis will be my very 1st post.  and im quite blur on the functions that available in dis blogger thingy.  i think i will get used to it soon.  :)

today is friday and im supposed to join my college's frenz in sunway for ice skating. dey do dis every friday since after 3 weeks the college started in march intake. according to vinnesh(collmates), he planned dis on every friday is because friday is d last dat of the week and he hopes everyone can make it to join the party. sadly i din managed to join even once. i think is because im too tired. for your information, my classes end at 3 or 4 everyday and it is quite exhasuted for me that has used to the 3 o colock nap during high skul. besides, transport has always my prioritize problem. no doubt that i will pass my P license soon but my parents wont allow me to drive either. so is quite sad anyway.

and hey today is a fren of mine birthday. she is christine.  HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE! she is my best fren in d sense. :) 

not to mention about joining a half marathon, recently i couldn't even finish a distance of 5km. dats a very pathetic case for a runner. Since after ns,  i have stopped running regularly and my stamina is getting worse everyday. hopefully i will stay on course in this coming KL marathon in June. 

today was the 3rd day of my best fren thenesh attending college. according to him, he got his schedule today and his class will start next week and here i wish him all the best in his studies and goodluck in achieving his goals. 

oklaa..thats all for today.. wanna watch tv now! :)