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2day was d 1st day of class after AS finals and also the genting trip. things haven't been changed since last time. the daily classes end at 2 and it was continued with the boring malaysian studies class. it has been a lazy today as most of us has not really enjoy the 'after-exam' atmosphere. Practically we are forced to go back for classes.

i actually realized dat i have half a year more to spend with my current classmates. when i think abt it, my mind has always saddened me and make me so depressed. i have running out of ideas convincing myself dat we gonna meet again after dat. dilemma and confusion has crossed through my brain simultaneosly. i wonder why do we have to go through all dis in my life and it does not happend only for once but everytime. And 2day fu min asked me dat whether i will cry during the last day and i answered no without hesitation but in my heart i was actually feeling the bitterness and the pricking roses pains. i wasn't sure if im emo now but may god bless me.

comeback!

lol..haven't been posting since the last one but im sure i will keep updating for the rest of the days BCUZ my AS exam has finally comes to an end. nevertheless, my class has already organized a trip to genting right after chemistry test over. And today was the day when i came back from the trip and overall it was 'ok'.

Back to the AS finals...for me it was rather harder comparing the previous past years papers. i kinda screwed up 2 papers which is thinking skills paper 2 and physics paper 1 whereas the rest of the papers, i shall comment as average. it's been a hard time for me doing this exam as sum unexpected problems which has always pop up in my peaceful life. i juz wished i could spare the bitterness and painfulness. i wished i wasn't involved in all of this!

well, let's talk abit about the genting trip. there were joy and sad moment in this trip. twevle of us wnt for tis trip. they were hanhan and ailie who was the fun maker for the whole trip, claire and chen hui who always assist the plan which we have made, fu min who always bath(LOL), fong har who has not much of expression and conversations, vnnesh and april the couple, zi cheng the one dat always has his own alternative ways, bobo and jin yuan the gay partner(lol..no offence ya) and ofcoz me the one dat has no contribution the trip. ps ps.

as it was mentioned earlier, the trip has sad and joyful moment. lemme clear out the sad moments 1st. At first during the 1st day i got my eyes infected and fu min had bad headache which cause us unable to join the gang after 10 lidat. during 2nd day, one of our joy maker ailie got bad headache too after the tea cups spin at the outdoor theme park. the third day, fong har unexpectedly got sick too but she was lucky enuf cuz we were already heading back to kl. secondly, the weather in genting were so bad until the outdoor themepark has to be closed down for safety. however, we managed to get sum rides and dat was awesome though. owh yeah..i missed out vjune who joined us at the 1st night. she was noisy at times but the noise has been a joy for us. i appreciate dat vey much. and sorry cuz i din said gudbye to you as i was actually quite sick at tat time.

the most joyful moment for dis trip.. i shall say is during the outdoor themepark activities. i've been enjoying much though. actually the rides wasn't dat scary but to cheer up the atmosphere, i actually yelling for nothing.haha. the best outdoor game for me will be the bumper boating. i find it very interesting controlling the tiny boat. besides there were sum funny yet intersting experience at night. At night when the breeze and coldness struck yr ass, u can never close yr eyes and sleep comfortably. the coldness was like coming up from the toe nail and go through yr organs. it was rather sufferring to sleep den to stay up awake. fortunately, hanhan the smartass suggested an idea which is soaked yr legs in a hot bath. aww...ddat was so nice and warm. at 1st..hanhan den me and claire joined us at 4 in the morning. interesting huh? i guess u will enjoy it if u were me. the only regret in this trip as for me was we din visit the snow world. i was expecting dat but majority said we r not going so i shall accept the people's decision.

overall. i rate this trip 4 out of 5 stars. the one stars i blame the weather and the virus that struck a few of us. photos will be uploaded by my frenz cuz im too lazy to do it here so plz wait. if i have links to the photos. i will post it asap. anw gud nite for now!:)

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haish!...supposingly i have no mood to post this today but i was kinda stressed up and bored so yeah i have decided to write sumtg here today. well..i have no idea wat had really happened to me dis few days and even if i kno i wudn't have realized it but i'm juz feeling very helpless. sumtg is bothering me very much dat eventually lead me to depression. i really hope dat i wont be having sum symptoms of schizoid which one of my frenz claim dat she is having it by juz checking d internet. i think i shall give myself a break. a break which can last until AS finals end. i have nothing to hope for now..i juz wish i can do well in AS finals. tonite, this hr, this min, this second i will promise myself that i will not think abt other stuff other than my AS finals until the exams end. My full concentration will be placed on my exams now!

Nothing is predestined, the obstacles of your past can become the gateways that lead to new beginnings.

this quote is dedicated to one of my friends who is seriously in trouble. His or her name shall remain unclear and let's hope that my friend will get better soon. XD.

Btw gud luck for all my Alevels buddy and those hu will be taking Alevels finals dis week. All the best. May all yr hardwork paid off. Rmbr to belanjer me for every As u get k!? LOl.....

lo mai gai

^^hello! i'm back for blogging again. My life has been pretty far from good so i guess not much of cool things to tell but i shall reveal some of the interesting occasions for the last few weeks. First of all, not to deviate too much from the now, yesterday i went to the laundry bar at the curve with my high skul's frens. We ordered 3 buckets of heineken and well i managed to drink one only bcuz my stomach was having sum minor problem with me.LOL. There were sum lousy bands playing sum music which is quite annoying to me. after dat around 12, we decided to get sum food at ming tien. calvin and me followed karheng's car which is the sober gang whereas thenesh and david's followed david's fren, logan( if i've not mistaken)'s car. so yeah lar..-we planned to meet at ming tien and half way calvin went wif the frenz so left me and kar heng heading to ming tien. So obviously me and kar heng reached 1st and thenesh and frenz came later. Unexpectedly, when dey arrived, dey have already drunk like nobody business and yelling like some road drinker. unconsciously, dey started telling their high skuls experience and sum craps regarding me.haha. and dey started pouring in their beer into my watermelon juice. :(. Well..me and kar heng was laughing like shit at dem. after d whole night of hectic chit chatting...we finally set off and went home at around 3. d night was pretty fun and nice but the worst thing was my stomach is quite painful the next morning. i have no idea why. probably not used to the drinking way which i used to be last year.

alright! the trial exam has finally ended last week and i think i did quite well in certain subject. hopefully i will improve gradually for the next coming AS final exam in one month time. during the trials, i was actually staying up late until the next morning at elson's hse which both of us study like mad. anyway..hardwork actually get paid. i managed to do sum of the questions which i think if i have not study i wouldn't have knew how to answer. so yeah thanks alot to elson who willing to lemme stay over at his hse and complete the studies. i owe u one. during this hols, my class pm11 was scheduled to go back to college to attend chemistry classes by mr. lucas who has been helping us alot in chemistry. at the same time, our chemistry trials results was revealed to us and i managed to get a low C but i think i cud do better den that.(hopefully).haha.

Owh...yeah..recently i have been playing the facebook apps games, mafia wars. i actually got addicted to it. the game was first introduced to me by elson which last time i din bother to sign in and try out. LOL...

anyway..gtg! gotto brush up my chemistry now. ciao! will be updating soon. cheers! btw the title is sum random shit...had no idea wat to write over der..

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sup...my fellow frenz! it's been quite a while since the last time i updated. well..it wasn't my wish to stop blogging for awhile..but seriosly i have tonnes of work and studies to do. You will nvr noe how much of pressure and stress in Alevels if u r not in it. strictly speaking...i have no idea what my results will be in d coming final exam which will eventually cost my damn future. Zzz...

Anw i'm currently sitting for my trial exam now and at dis time i'm supposed to be studying and preparing for my coming papers instead of blogging. however a break would be essential if a person have study for d last few hours and din even sleep for whole night. So, i will take dis as my break time.

ahaa..back to MJ..few weeks ago..i spotted a website selling MJ's ultimate collection via internet. The collection included most of the important concert where MJ had performed. Although the price will be kinda costy but im GONNA get it anw. XD!

!!!OWH!!! i got to go! trials exam coming up in couple of hrs. wish me if u will!XD! will keep updating once i have time!

MJ is alive!

Hahaha..i think i caught much of yr attention huh?LOL... Wow..FINALLY. i managed to slip in some of my time to blog after so lonnng. well..it wasn't so encouraging after like one month i did not blog bcuz the feeling was like damn lazy but anyway today i have d so called 'mood' to blog. so i think i shud have sumtg to gossip about..maybe not. XD. well..time has passed really fast. MJ has passed away for almost one month.to be precise it will be four more days to go. anyhow i din noe much abt MJ before he died, the saddest thing is i started to fall for his song recently. before that, i did not even listen to his songs nor care abt his lifestyle. the only thing i know was he dingdong with kids. But i was wrong! so wrong! He is the greatest singer of all time and i was amazed by his signature moonwalk and robot dance. it was fking awesome. i have to say he is the greatest legend on earth. lately, i've been collecting album's of MJ and hopefully i will collect every one of his album.. OMG....my grandpa has the original master recording piece of MJ's HIStory and thriller's albums but my mum doesn't allow me to take bcuz she said we dun have the player to play the gold disc. haish! however it doesn't matter lar...im gonna get it one day. my main aim for now is to get all the album's of MJ and the video concerts that made available in the market. It was awesome to see him perform. In 1996, MJ..came to malaysia when i was 5 years old and dat time i dun even know who the heck is MJ. unfortunately it is all too late..he died and he dun even has d chance to perform for his This is it tour. :( . guess what...i have been practising moonwalking recently which i got frustrated doing it bcuz it will never work. i do not know which part went wrong but wateva lar..not much of my concern.



The passing of the king of pop.

hm..so i guess those manutd fans has gone crazy on last saturday and yesterday huh? XD. i actually went to the match which i had expected i won't make it bcz my dad said it was fully booked but luck was on my side. my dad's fren was too busy for the match and he passed on the ticket to my dad and yeah the match was really damn 'cun' in the sense. althought i was at the seats where it was quite far up from the field but well i cud still see the mantud players clearly. that was the first time in my life which i saw the world most famous club's play. i was like WOW..i cudn't believe i was actually watching them play and till now i still can't believe.LOL... the stadium was filled with sum 85 ooo of fans and i supposed most of them were on the manutd side. cudn't care much though the malaysian players.haha. however...the malaysian squad did put up sum challenge on them. so overall it was still a fantastic match. owh yeah michael owen made his comeback in the match where he for his 1st goal for manutd in his 1st match..and the fans seem to love the way he played..

Owen on the move!

oh way..people's character has changed now. dey wud do anything juz to get what dey want. If you are not in their favour..dey wont even bother to call and say hi to you..it was real sad thing in life but what can we do? Nothing! anw dun get carried away by dat. it was kinda emo but haha i cudn't care much abt it. not in my control though..

ohhh..gotto keep going. have to study right now. till next time!.. cao! XD