lo mai gai

^^hello! i'm back for blogging again. My life has been pretty far from good so i guess not much of cool things to tell but i shall reveal some of the interesting occasions for the last few weeks. First of all, not to deviate too much from the now, yesterday i went to the laundry bar at the curve with my high skul's frens. We ordered 3 buckets of heineken and well i managed to drink one only bcuz my stomach was having sum minor problem with me.LOL. There were sum lousy bands playing sum music which is quite annoying to me. after dat around 12, we decided to get sum food at ming tien. calvin and me followed karheng's car which is the sober gang whereas thenesh and david's followed david's fren, logan( if i've not mistaken)'s car. so yeah lar..-we planned to meet at ming tien and half way calvin went wif the frenz so left me and kar heng heading to ming tien. So obviously me and kar heng reached 1st and thenesh and frenz came later. Unexpectedly, when dey arrived, dey have already drunk like nobody business and yelling like some road drinker. unconsciously, dey started telling their high skuls experience and sum craps regarding me.haha. and dey started pouring in their beer into my watermelon juice. :(. Well..me and kar heng was laughing like shit at dem. after d whole night of hectic chit chatting...we finally set off and went home at around 3. d night was pretty fun and nice but the worst thing was my stomach is quite painful the next morning. i have no idea why. probably not used to the drinking way which i used to be last year.

alright! the trial exam has finally ended last week and i think i did quite well in certain subject. hopefully i will improve gradually for the next coming AS final exam in one month time. during the trials, i was actually staying up late until the next morning at elson's hse which both of us study like mad. anyway..hardwork actually get paid. i managed to do sum of the questions which i think if i have not study i wouldn't have knew how to answer. so yeah thanks alot to elson who willing to lemme stay over at his hse and complete the studies. i owe u one. during this hols, my class pm11 was scheduled to go back to college to attend chemistry classes by mr. lucas who has been helping us alot in chemistry. at the same time, our chemistry trials results was revealed to us and i managed to get a low C but i think i cud do better den that.(hopefully).haha.

Owh...yeah..recently i have been playing the facebook apps games, mafia wars. i actually got addicted to it. the game was first introduced to me by elson which last time i din bother to sign in and try out. LOL...

anyway..gtg! gotto brush up my chemistry now. ciao! will be updating soon. cheers! btw the title is sum random shit...had no idea wat to write over der..

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sup...my fellow frenz! it's been quite a while since the last time i updated. well..it wasn't my wish to stop blogging for awhile..but seriosly i have tonnes of work and studies to do. You will nvr noe how much of pressure and stress in Alevels if u r not in it. strictly speaking...i have no idea what my results will be in d coming final exam which will eventually cost my damn future. Zzz...

Anw i'm currently sitting for my trial exam now and at dis time i'm supposed to be studying and preparing for my coming papers instead of blogging. however a break would be essential if a person have study for d last few hours and din even sleep for whole night. So, i will take dis as my break time.

ahaa..back to MJ..few weeks ago..i spotted a website selling MJ's ultimate collection via internet. The collection included most of the important concert where MJ had performed. Although the price will be kinda costy but im GONNA get it anw. XD!

!!!OWH!!! i got to go! trials exam coming up in couple of hrs. wish me if u will!XD! will keep updating once i have time!

MJ is alive!

Hahaha..i think i caught much of yr attention huh?LOL... Wow..FINALLY. i managed to slip in some of my time to blog after so lonnng. well..it wasn't so encouraging after like one month i did not blog bcuz the feeling was like damn lazy but anyway today i have d so called 'mood' to blog. so i think i shud have sumtg to gossip about..maybe not. XD. well..time has passed really fast. MJ has passed away for almost one month.to be precise it will be four more days to go. anyhow i din noe much abt MJ before he died, the saddest thing is i started to fall for his song recently. before that, i did not even listen to his songs nor care abt his lifestyle. the only thing i know was he dingdong with kids. But i was wrong! so wrong! He is the greatest singer of all time and i was amazed by his signature moonwalk and robot dance. it was fking awesome. i have to say he is the greatest legend on earth. lately, i've been collecting album's of MJ and hopefully i will collect every one of his album.. OMG....my grandpa has the original master recording piece of MJ's HIStory and thriller's albums but my mum doesn't allow me to take bcuz she said we dun have the player to play the gold disc. haish! however it doesn't matter lar...im gonna get it one day. my main aim for now is to get all the album's of MJ and the video concerts that made available in the market. It was awesome to see him perform. In 1996, MJ..came to malaysia when i was 5 years old and dat time i dun even know who the heck is MJ. unfortunately it is all too late..he died and he dun even has d chance to perform for his This is it tour. :( . guess what...i have been practising moonwalking recently which i got frustrated doing it bcuz it will never work. i do not know which part went wrong but wateva lar..not much of my concern.



The passing of the king of pop.

hm..so i guess those manutd fans has gone crazy on last saturday and yesterday huh? XD. i actually went to the match which i had expected i won't make it bcz my dad said it was fully booked but luck was on my side. my dad's fren was too busy for the match and he passed on the ticket to my dad and yeah the match was really damn 'cun' in the sense. althought i was at the seats where it was quite far up from the field but well i cud still see the mantud players clearly. that was the first time in my life which i saw the world most famous club's play. i was like WOW..i cudn't believe i was actually watching them play and till now i still can't believe.LOL... the stadium was filled with sum 85 ooo of fans and i supposed most of them were on the manutd side. cudn't care much though the malaysian players.haha. however...the malaysian squad did put up sum challenge on them. so overall it was still a fantastic match. owh yeah michael owen made his comeback in the match where he for his 1st goal for manutd in his 1st match..and the fans seem to love the way he played..

Owen on the move!

oh way..people's character has changed now. dey wud do anything juz to get what dey want. If you are not in their favour..dey wont even bother to call and say hi to you..it was real sad thing in life but what can we do? Nothing! anw dun get carried away by dat. it was kinda emo but haha i cudn't care much abt it. not in my control though..

ohhh..gotto keep going. have to study right now. till next time!.. cao! XD

D and F..

wat else? the title concluded my semester 1 exam results! i can't believe dis is d outcome wat i did for d last three months. Determination and hard work staying back till late night juz to study those crap. i started to wonder am i suitable for dis programme? am i really not coping to this new environment? im not gonna give myself another chance this time. My results was out of my expectations and i think my style of studying last minute wasn't working quite well in Alevels.

back to the form 5 memories.. during one of the semester test as usual, i flunk every one of my science subject. i did not understand why i obtained such an 'impressive'' results. Next i begin to think where did it went wrong. i mean which way of method of studying went wrong. in addition my dad scolded me for doing badly in the exam. and proabably the excuse i gave him is i din do my best which i really din't. finally, right after the hols of mid year ended, i went back to skul as usual. wat was difference was dis time i paid more attention to my studies. i reduce my indulgement in outing with friends. like wat thenesh owez said..''study lar..no more frenz addy''. i had no choice but to do dat. im ruining my future if i din do well in spm. Well..my study plan started off well. most of days i will be staying back in d skuls to study and revise those that i missed during the 1st half year and even f4 syllabus. well..i stick to d study schedule until the end of spm. anyway my results din came out as i wish but i was pretty satisfy with it. ofcourse the 1st thought after getting dat results wasn't going so well but after one or 2 days..i was feeling quite contented because the As that i got is all the science subjects. besides im pretty sure im interested in doing science related subjects in the future. the conclusion was i will nvr do last minute study again.

Again..im doing the same old thing here in Alevels which is last minute studying. i felt helpless in the exam hall when the exam was held. i personally think that the questions were easy but i juz couldn't answer it. i have the theory, i have the formulae, i have the way to solve it but i juz couldn't. dis is where the questions come in. why? why do u noe how to do it but u cant answer it? and the reason is i din do enough of exercise! dat indirectly causes me to panic in the exam. i din try to attemp the questions b4 dat and i din noe how to tackle it. yeah.failure.

there's a few time i asked myself when will i start to concentrate? my answer will owez be tomorrow. LOL..yes. that's wat a so called typical teenager will say when he or she is throwned with such a question. haha. neville, rite? :) once a friend ask me what u gonna do in the future? what r u gonna study? my answer to it is either medicine or pharmacy! LOL.. den he/she broke out laughing at me saying that i don't look that 'holy'.ahaha. it din actually bother me much for wat or he/she said. i don't care. im juz gonna go my own way and do it!

For the past following days, i have been in the library from the sun rises till evening(lol...i noe the sun hasn't go dawning at this time). anyway it has been a plentiful day during the time in d library. i can't do anytime but study in the library. so yeah.i concentrate well here and although occasionally my mind might have gone sumwhere but wheee it din occur quite often.

now the only problem is how am i gonna tell my parents. will they get disappointed with my results? hmm..problem problem! haha. anyway the results will be sent to dem in a few days time via post. i think war is starting soon which i predictably can't win much this time. anyway life juz keep going. i will not stop juz because of this particular exam. i'm going for the best now!

and sorry to kok soon and thenesh.LOL. i cudn't go for the mamak ystd wasn't bcuz i was watching tv. it was bcuz i have promised my mum to fetch my bro from skul and i was talking in front of her. i can't simply tell her i'm not gonna fetch my bro and i go to mamak now. sorry.

kla..dats all for dis. till next time. XD.c ya.

proabably i have no mood for mcdonalds now...:(

EFIL

Life! wats life?

was it sumtg that give us challenges? sumtg that cherish us? sumtg that light up the day?

or was it sumtg that torture us? sumtg that make us collapse? sumtg that keep us busy?

is life that hard and difficult?

not too hard for me to accept realistic facts.

but why is life so cruel?

giving me hope. giving me joy?

but u took it away within split seconds.

the pain wasn't juz mentally or physically.

it was intensing pricking pain in my soul.

cant be explained. cant be feel by any1 but ME.

wud life be any better without sum parts of life?

wud it be any better if i was born retarded?

ders still greater challenges 2mrw.

i shall remain calm and work things out.

no use crying for the past and the impossible.

im not gonna lose hope here.not gonna give up. not gonna surrender.

im feeling very tired. i nid a pillow to lay off. 

probably bcuz i woke up too early 2day.XD.

From introvert to schizoid..

probably u will be wondering why i have such thought regarding the title. well lemme define it now. introvert will mean a person who is unable to socialize, mix with others or will react shyly in front of the crowd. on the other hand, schizoid is the next stage of introvert or i shud say the more serious case of introvert that might lead to the neccessary of receiving a treatment. 

On one particular night, i was chatting with one of my frenz who have always been real quiet and unsociable. she told me that she was an introvert and after knowing the word schizoid and now she claim that she has schizoid. she said she PERFRECTLY fit to the symptons of one having schizoid according to wikipedia. i personally think that she is juz getting herself into trouble or maybe she is too stressful in her life with some reasons which shoudn't be told here. she even think that she needed a counsellor or perhaps a therapist. anyway i really hope she is fine. :) 

Besides i was really glad dat u got yr 2 best frenz dis year which u previously cudn't find one. btw gud luck in yr on coming SPM. All d best. and pls DON'T misunderstood be that i was trying to recommend myself that u claim that it was a joke. i din! hahahahahahahhahahahaa........................

GUDluck! ^^

the day right after biology test.

ahhh..wat a relieved after the bio exam ended 2day. the last minute exam supposedly elson was gonna yell '' summer..summer..summer''(hsm2). well..he din do it anyway. Probably bcuz the invigilator call him to shut up.LOL.. try during AS..elson. haha. 

owh yeah.i actually drove to the college 2day on my own. evrything was juz fine 2day. nothing 'bad' happen.haha. but WOW..1 dude and 7 duttes were in my car on the way to sunway. it was fun fetching frenz der as it wud be more encouraging. at least not alone like it was in d morning. OMG...June! u actually freaked me out at d round-about when u complained abt d aircond.haha. But 'thanks' for all d complains. i guess i learned to drive better after all d complains. LOL. cheers!

in sunway, me, rowan, bobo. yuen and claire decided to watch angels and demons. the movie was quite nice. a few scene was unpredictable and overall it was interesting. 

after that, at ard 4, i decided to go back as i was f'''ing tiring. anw upon reaching home, suddenly sumtg came across my mind..i went to the basketball court to look whether the high skul's frenz was der or not. well...they were not der. dey went to chin's hse. so yeah..eeventually i joined dem at chin's hse. sorry chin for self-invited. emm..we played foosball, ping pong and badminton over der but we din get to play badminton for long. the rains came and with terrible wind condition, we din manged to play for at least one hr. hmm..